Dear readers ,
today is a bimbo day worx....
hahas...it's like soo funny la..
alot of ppl keep staring at us la.
hahas.nvm..
den followed by emo n tired..
had a talk with leon la...
den like tat lo..
had a stick today cux i really cant take it anymore...
i feel tat i might burst anytime right now..
y everything turns out tis way?
had i failed as a stead..
perhaps..
welll..i dunno..
i dun like the way u reject mi..
it makes mi lose confidence...
dun like the way u think so much..
thinkin tat u might lse mi..
thinkin tat im jealous or hidin things from u..
sometimes im realli not jealous..
den i tell u,den u ask mi sure anot...
den i jux said tat im jealous la..
to make u happy...but when i say liao..
u will e like dun jealous ok?
wat do u realli expect frm mi?
i noe i can be TEMPREMENTAL most of the time..
but im realli at lost of at to do now...
i jux think tat everything is my fault la.
Friday, November 24, 2006
Dear readers ,
hasnt been bloggin tis few days...
or rather i had been lazy to do so...
cux so much unhappy thing had happen...
i din really wan to talk abt it la...
there's jux too much fuckin problem for mi to deal...
jux nid 1 fuckin liar to help mi screw everything...
well...forget it...it"s my fault la...
tmr is going to be a bimbo day:)
hahas...
so excited sia...
mini skirt n GIRLS polo tee la.
hahas..
ok la..abit lazy to blog le..
buh bye...
Friday, November 24, 2006
Dear readers ,
i tink my kor kor is nice la...
cux yesterday went to obs...
den i was totally alone in the group la...
i din wan to stay there...
den i use judy's phone to call my kor kor...
den he bring mi back...
i tink im super clever la.hahas.
den i came back home...
wheee.....:)
i realli love my kor kor more than anything...
im serious...
he is super nice to mi la...
of course i wont forget her*as well...
i miss her too...
n i love her*...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Dear readers ,
I LOVE MY KOR KOR ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!!!!!
because he's soooooo nice to mi until his pocket got a BIG hole....
hahas.how nice can he get right????
im sorry for everything...but i'll not be the way i be anymore...infact i wun treat u the way im treatin u now anymore...cux i realise i cant lose u....u seems to be my everything...i seems to not able to live on without u...im sorry for everytting...makin u shed 21 tears for mi..darlin i love u tons...take care of urself alright???
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Dear readers ,
well...as day pass...
i dunno wat had become of mi...
im startin to feel numb..
t mi...
nothin is ever important to mi now...
ever since tat incident...
im startin to lose confidence in everything...
i dunno...
perhaps wat im sayin now might like hurt u or smth..
but i myself dunno wat happen...
i dunno...
my life seems to be in a mess...
im tired...
but i dun wish a time out..
cux a time out will changed everything...
im talkin crap here la.hahas...
going crazy soon....
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Dear readers ,
today went out with sunshine AGAIN!
hahas.she was so blur la...
i told her so many thing den she was like got mehx?
hahas..
den as usual..
walk around...den watch movie...
inside the cinema..
black black..can do loads of things...
hahas.watch final cal AGAIN...
hmmm..
dunno y...
u seems to dun have any confidence in urself...
y?perhaps im thinkin too much again??
im sorry...
i dunno wat had gotton into mi tis afternoon either..
den thanks for always lettin mi...
everythin n everythin...
thank you soo much..
darlin trust mi...
no matter wat..i will not let go of ur hand...last day stayin at kor kor hse...
dun wish to go back...
but i got no choice...
abt e email thing...dun have to care abt it...because she wun turn to mi...n i wun turn to her anymore..becux i've got u...i love 02now n forever..
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Dear readers ,
after a talk with u...i oso feel tat im e second idiot...sayin she shouldnt care abt tis n tat...yet here im pokin my nose into her business...when she asked mi not to care abt her...im sorry alicia...darlin thank you for havin a talk with mi...or else i'll still be hatin her..welll....jux dun care abt the four of them anymore le...alright?though its selfish becux pris is ur buddy...but u cant interfier too much either...but wateva ur decision is..i will respect it...but i jux wan u to noe...no matter wat,even if it had to be the last day of my life today..i jux wanna spend it with u n only u...cux u r my everything...i cant afford to lose u...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Dear readers ,
after so mani days,
finally i went out with u today.......
haha.u were so clumsy la....
drop the water on the table...
haha.been rather tired tis few days la...
hmmm...
dunno la...
abit lazy to blog la....
blog another day den...
yupps.
i love my darlin shoo much;)fcuk la...today my days were ok wan lo...UNTIL i went to find my own trouble....ch** b**....wtf la...nvm nvm....liling chill....anyway i tink i shouldnt waste my effort n time on some IDIOTS....i shouldnt even care abt some idiot...care liao den she dun even bother...but instead she care abt smth else which dun concern her at all la...IDIOT LA !!!!argh...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Dear readers ,
well.though tis 5 days had passed...
but im going to miss u again...
noe why?cux im going for camp soon:'(
im super tired la...
nvm..hope to see u soon la...
well the reason for breakin up got not to do with u..
so dun worry...
today went to sent mama off...
cried super hard..
but couldnt do anything except acceptin the reality...
im super tired...
blog another day den...
i love her n only her.....be it now or future..
Monday, November 13, 2006
Dear readers ,
welll today was super tired la.haha
but its ok la...
cux darlin n sherlyn they all came down la.yupps.
totally no mood talk to u today...
im sorry...
was too tired to do so...
but at least i blog jux for u...
i will not lie to u cux i dun see the a nid to do so...
n i noe tat i truly love u n no one else...
so darling dun tink tat i will cheat u liao ok?
let mi hold ur hand n neva let go again....i will only love no one but only u...
Monday, November 13, 2006
Dear readers ,
hmmm...
have been rather upset tis few days...
but its ok..cux i have u by my side....
though we r jux together for mearly 11days...
but u had already be a part of mi...
u r jux like oxygen to mi...
without u,i cannot live on anymore...
pls dun leave mi alone behind...
u r not allow to leave mi unless i told u to...
ever since quarreled with u,
it had brought us much closer...
i always say thing without thinkin...
i noe those words hurt u...
im sorry..
but i noe tat nothing could tear us apart so easily...
there might be at times which i tink i would turn back to her*...
but i promise u tat i wouldnt...
because u had entered my life n filled it with colours...
i wish u to have faith in urself alright...
perhaps i will fall into alicia traps by leadin mi on...
but everytime i will tink twice b4 i do anything..
the first thing tat come to my mine will always be u...
everything tat i do n tink will have got to do with u...
i dunno how am i suppose to survive from now on...
mummy have left mi...
i will not get to see her anymore.
not anymore...
i dunno wat to do now..
but at the very least i noe is...
i got all my frenx around mi...
i wish to thank everyone of u whom had been there for mi.
thank you very much...
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Dear readers ,
09/11/06 a day tat i neva forget....
a happy n sad day la....
hai...
i dunno la...
mama...hope u r not surfferin now...
hope tat u r not in pain anymore....
anyway...watch final call with darlin today....
omg she so timid la...
wth...hahas..
den*****...hahas.lots of thing happen within one day la...
hahas.any way not in the mood to blog...
forget it...
i guess after wat i had said....u dun feel secure anymore....im sorry...bit i dunno.i dun have faith in myself...im afraid i might turn back...but now i dun wan to do so cux i have u already.trust mi...i dun wan anyone else but u only...i dun have confidence in myself anymore....im sorry but give mi some time...i believe we will be close like nothing could seperate...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Dear readers ,
im so excited abt tmr la.hahas...
i dunno whether will it turn out the way i wan it to be not lei...
hai...abit scared scared can?hai...
today went to some place buy thing for some one.
hahas,but i doubt she noe abt it la.hahas.
haiyo...cant wait for tmr to come man...
hahas.
sorry tat i was thinkin so much...but now.jux because u treated mi too nice...im feelin veri guilty...it jux seems tat i treated u very badly...duibuqi...i dun wish to lose u...i promise not to tink so much yet i still tinkin...sorry...but im feelin veri guilty toward u...i promise i will try my best to make u feel happy...i will try my best not to let u shed any tears for mi anymore.thank you for being so understandin...thank you...no one excepted for u had treated mi tis nice before...trust mi...i'll hold ur hand n neva let go...
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Dear readers ,
today post shall be onli abt u n nobody else....
darlin...if u realli wan it to b underground,
its ok with mi...
cux it seems to be the onli thing i could sacrifices 4 u...
sorry tat u felt unsecured...
i din mean all this to come...
i dun wish to quarrel with u anymore over ting...
i dun wish to...
i wan 1dec to come...
i wan to hold ur hand neva let go...
im urs now n forever urs.
dun worry darlin...
have faith in urself...
u will always see mi stayin by ur side...
i will not leave u...
trust mi...
i realli do love u...
im not usin u as a replacement of anyone...
so dun tink so much anymore alright?
24021314....
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Dear readers ,
well...today i went to see mum....finally...but i cried once again...heard tat u r gettin better..but i dunno anything...i feel so useless...unable to help u...im so heartbroken whenever i see u in pain...yet im unable to do anything for u...im sorry..im realli sorry...darlin i miss u soo much can?
how i wish tat u will neva leave mi forever...
how i hope tat u r always by mine side...
im always so unwilling for u to leave mi...
though i told u my feelin for u is on n off...
but right now...my feelin for u....
it is increasin as each day pass...
i jux wanna tell u is...
i do realli love u...
take care love.woaini...
Friday, November 03, 2006
Dear readers ,
well.im kind of happy now?
i dunno.i tried not to get too affected by my mum...
well 1st nov2006..it will always be kept in my mind 4eva...it is a veri special day...i'll neva forget it...i din noe i had fallen 4 u until tat day when i was actually jealous....u r always makin mi smile..life without u will be in darkness..i din dare to love again ever since tat time..it was u whom give mi the courage to dare to love again..thaNkyou 4 everything...i love u...my dearest...u will neva be replace in my heart...mummy...i hasnt been visitin u...but hope tat u r fine..i noe tat im not a good daughter...i dun wish to visit u because everytime i visit u,i will cry very hard after tat..im always controllin my tears in front of u...but i had to visit u because im afraid there's not much time left...or perhaps when i nid u,u might not be even there for mi anymore...i dun wish u to leave mi...i dun wish u to suffer so much...can it be transfer to mi?well i will try to spend more time with u...as much as possible...
Thursday, November 02, 2006
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