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Dear readers ,

eh i dunno wat to say ya
hmmm stupid lynn shave her hair never wait for mi
idiot...i wan to see you la LYNN ONG SHI MIN!!!
u better appear infront of mi soon kay
hmmm if a person ask u holding another person hand,will ur hand get tired
wat would u answer?
guess wat my answer was?
i was like dunno?den in my heart i was like saying dunno becaux it've been too long i had hold ur hand already
how i wish i could answer my hand will be never tired holdin yours because i wan to hold it for the rest of my life.walking the path with you for the rest of my day
seriously i think im very dumb wan okayye
omg wat a day i had
how ever today was actually quite okaye ya
i dunno y everytime we have one party in between us, we will jux like quarrel or show faces
i dun wan all this u know
kkae nvm shall not say abt unhappy thing already
u will always be my first love n this could not change the fact forever
girl are u willing to be with mi?

Dear readers ,

kkae kkae this are the picture for today la

Dear readers ,

today never go sch
kind of got study abit here n there la
so ya

i like this period of time the most
will it end soon?
after so much of up n down
i learned alot of thing
in the end we realised what we wanted the most
but did we treasure it in the first place when we have it?
but is it only everytime we lost it den we realise how important we are to each other?
i dun wish the both of us to only treasure when we lost it
even though we treasure each other but it's seem like it'd gonna be short term:(
i never knew ur love could go this deep for mi
i tot after *her, u wun cries this much for another party anymore
now i looked back
i realised all the while we been quarreling for nothing
it's just over some stupid silly thing
i mean if we ever have a chance again
i swear i wont wan to quarrel over stupid thing with you anymore
i dun mind waiting for u
but rite now since u with him le
i dun wan break the two of u up
so u just continue with him ba...
i will never blame you for falling for him n everything
because i noe it's due to my unperfectness which causes u to leave mi
but girl i just wanted you to noe my love for you had never change since the day we started
i never regret being with you at all
thanks for the sweet memories u had given mi all this while
te amo:)

Dear readers ,

sch dentention den work
work was alrite
but something sort of going unwell in the begining
but it was settle in the end:)
im so happy
first time in my life i confess to ppl face to face la
haiyo so ps pls
but my girl was unwell n i cannot take care of her
girl i really wish u to get well soon
i dun wish to see u so xinku
while i only can stand by the side not doing anything to make u feel better
because overall i can say im the third party
yes i stilll love u n i cant deny the fact
i choose not to face the reality by telling other ppl i have got over u n everything
but right till the end i noe how much i had love you all along
i never wan u to leave mi anymore
but still u dun belong to mi

girl how i wish i can hold u tight in my arm every time u cried
dun push mi away from you anymore
because i wish to e the one to cheer u up whenever u are sad
i wan to make ur life fill with colour
i wan to stay by ur side forever
girl i stil love you
wonder do u stil love mi like how much i love you
a love cant be split among to ppl
i admit im selfish
i only wanted you to love mi
but i cant really so it because i noe he love you as much as i do
or maybe more
i dunno
i guess..............
i had lost the battel le ba

Dear readers ,

i dunno y now for the slightest thing we will quarrel
maybe things cant be like the past anymore i guess....
each time we quarrel, we managed to make an effort to change
but never make an effort to forget each other weakness
we tend to look at each other weakness as flashbacks
perhaps things will turn out this way
we are sensitive in some way
we are sefish in some way too
even if we were to give n take, we find it hard to do that often
misunderstand never fails to tear us apart
maybe we should jux leave everything behind n start afresh?
try to let go of all the unhappiness?
i guess it hard ba
we tends to always look back n make ourself quarrel for nothing




ok this was wat happen at work jux now
i was being bored
den i wantes to tak e melvick pic as a gift for fanny
i mean his front view
but he keep hiding la
dunno y he so camera shy for wat
i really wan to THANK adi n melvick la
fucking hell keep bullying mi
stupid adi keep throwing things at mi la
idiot la he
den melvick keep joining in to help him la
tell fanny le
tot fanny will help mi
in the end leh
never lo
so sad la.but nvm la
later they quarrel my fault again
and i realise something abt melvick
he got TUMMY!!!
haha.see i so clever rite
haiyer fuck up la
i really want to close my eyes n never open it anymore
i seriously hope tmr will never come
and i HATE to face the reality
but i got NO choice
but seriously i dun wan her to leave mi
but she's already attached
i cant possibly go steal her from her boyfrenx rite
but jux hope that she happy with him can le ba
maybe i can only see her from far ba
jux wanting her to really get her happiness she wanted
as long as she really noe wat she wan can le
i will take care of her in the dark
never wan her to get hurt anymore
i dun mind reciving all the hurt for her
wei le ni
wo ke yi she meng duo bu ya
even if it takes my life
love you doesnt necessary have to be wit you
though it hurts to see u not belonging to mi
but seeing u happy make mi happy oso?
this question only i will noe it
infront of all of u
i can be strong but behind im always te weakest
i will always place a mask
i never wan you all to worry abt mi
idiot ask huiting to beat mi up ok

Dear readers ,

life for mi now is high up n right down
nowaday i dunno wat am i thinkin
im really very confused with my life now
i seems to be lost in this road now
i dunno y is this happening to mi
yes i admit i still love her
n i fake a smile to act as though i had get over her n im very happy with my life now
it's aint easy u noe
it;s not as though i never tried
i do all this to make u guys not to worry so much
because u guys were sucha great fren i swear
if without u guys
i think i will had been dead by now
she's my first love and forever will be

i dunno im the one for you in this life

Dear readers ,

i noe wat to do le
i should have listen to everybody
i noe i was wrong
im moving on now
i can better off without her de
i noe i can do it wan
like i said promises are meant to be broken
never make any promise to other ppl if u cannot do it k
im not blaming u for anything
but seriously
i jux got myself into some DEEP trouble
well dun wan say too much le
fuck
my life is FUCKING SCREW!!
mati
im going to hang myself liao la
byebye:)

Dear readers ,

is there still a chance
maybe i should back out
because u belong to him le
though my heart will still be with you
haiyo very very fan neh
y like this
my life seems to be upside down sia
i dunnoo wth im thinking
i like some crazy person
maybe maybe it's time for mi to leave?
i dunno. i only noe i still nid you
but i feel that i have to leave
i dun wish to be third party
i dun wan to break the two of you up
i will be watching over u in the dark
i wun be out unnecessarily le
it's better to disappear
i will still take care of you like before de
i will wait for u de
bye girl:'(

i can say i use both of my hand to give her to u
i oso can say is i lost to you
but i better warn u this
u better treat her good
dun ever hurt her
i noe u game freak so better remember to acc her
dun because of game den neglect her hor
dun let mi find out she shed a tears over u
if u ever hurt her,u are dead
though i amy be unfit to do so
or maybe i dunno wat can i do
BUT U BETTER DUN HURT MY GIRL
DUN YOU EVER MAKE HER SHED A TEARS OVER U
I WAN U TO LET HER HAVE SMILE 24/7
bye world
wo yao zhou le

Dear readers ,

to you,i hope you dun be such a let down like mi
though i noe u wouldnt
give her the best for everything
whatever she wan, get it for her
even if u cant, find a way to make her happy
fulfil every single thing she wan
if she's not happy, try every mean n way to cheer her up
if it fail,jux let her cool down alone
when she's ok already create her smile once again
when she cry, dry her tears for her
when she's tired and cold lend her ur shoulder n give her your warmth
all this im afraid i cannot do it for her anymore le
dun have to 24/7 hold her hand, kiss her or hug
jux once in a while jiu can le
she like to eat vanhouten chcolate no nuts de'
she like titbits alot
esp she like things which is spicy
on her birthday, give her suprise
try to make every single day a special day for her
all this thing i experience it when im with her
so dun make the same mistake as mi le
she's someone nid love n concern de
you have better character and temper den mi
so im sure u n her can last de
there will be times she will moodswing alot
i guess it might be the time u should leave her alone
though it will worried you
but u got no other choice
girl is like that de
but despite the fact, i still love her
no matter how bad her temper is
dun wait till u lose her den regret
make her feel secure with you
i give you my blessing

at least i have times when we were happy together
i never regret turning back to you
despite the fact i still love you
i wonder do i still stand a chance
i think the answer only you noe
girl no matter wat im here
even not as lover but as your boy
once your boy forever your boy
girl i nid you in my life
promise not to leave mi
because u mean so much to mi
i will remember that date in my life de
im still waiting for mirical to happen
will it come true?

Dear readers ,

OMG!!!idiot is shoo sweet pls

this was wat she done for mi when i fell asleep yesterday

i was feeling so uncomfortable yesterday la

i vomited like shit!!!

haha

I LOVE IDIOT SHOO MUCH!!!NOW AN FOREVER:))

IDIOT I LOVE YOU:)<3

though im faking a smile infront of everybody but right back i dunno wat i have been doing

though at times when thinking back, still will sad de

BUT it's time to bid good bye to everything le

i wun say i regret going back to you or hate you

because at least we have the time when we were happy n times when we truly love each other

though it's hard to let go but to make u feel less guilty n happier with your boy

i will do it de

i not doing it for anyone instead im doing it for myself

because even if thing doesnt end today

somehow it will end another day de

see if it is sooner or later only

i feel happy for u to turn straight

hopefully you will treasure him n not make the same old mistake for the second time le

because the one that feel unhappy might be you n not the other party anymore

TO FONG FONG!!!

cheer up la:)

pls lo

nothing matter more if he love you n you love him kkz

zhi yao ka xin jiu hao le:))

i dun understand y u doesnt dare to let mi noe abt wat u thinking

was calvin wrong to tell mi all those thing

ru guo shi zhe yang,

i will not ask him anymore thing le

but if u together with him le mux tell mi

cux i only wish to see you to be happy now

i dun wish to see your msg haiz here n there le

can see u really like him de

i will put down everything de:))

dun have to worry abt mi worx

haha dun feel guilty ot anything kkz or else i wouldnt talk to you de:)

pls treasure wateva u are having now kkz

cheer up girl:)

Dear readers ,

i have no other word to describe my feeling now
dunno is sad angry or wat
hmm im going crazy ya
i dunno y too
forget it
maybe i wan to disappear from this world
cux there's nothing except for hurt
to you
hopefully u can make sure of who u wan
see u wan melvick or the guy in the school
but im not fit to care so much so i wun do it too
jux wanna say thanks for the happy memories that u given mi
the fact that u dun wan to tell mi the true really....
anyway i noe u like him n he like you
dun have to feel guilty over mi de
i will try my very best to get over u n wunldnt bother u anymore
i will take it everything was a dream
and those feeling was not true
it was nothing
but a fucking lie
because it aint worth anymore]
the 457 crane have no more meaning in it
so im going to throw everything away n not giving it to you
well well well
liling u better wake up
ppl doesnt love you anymore
so dun be so thick skin
thinking that she will turn back to you
so pla FUCK OFF from my life:)

Dear readers ,

perhaps u may think my love for u will never last
i dunno too
yours had already faded
it demoralise mi ALOT
i really dunno wat to do aNYMORE
hmmm.i wan to change but it dun seems to work
i really wan to change jux for the sake of u
u seem to revolve around my world
it jux filled with you n nobody else could enter
if leaving mi could ease your pain
see your smile
baby im letting go of you here
iloveyou<3

Dear readers ,

today was okaye
but account abit katio
haha.hmmm
ppl dun scold that spammer till so jia lar already la
she very poor thing liao
we shall be nice ppl kkz
if she come back again,
she will be dead

i dun wan to do this anymore
i dun wan to find the reason why
i never wan to think abt anything anymore
because the more i think the worse it will be
so RIGHT now
i better sink my head in book n rather choose to be ignorant
i will pretend i dunno anything
never hear anything from u before
i noe this is deciving myself
but there's no other way out for mi le
this is the only way
im going to change to a better person jux for u=)

Dear readers ,

since i choose to love you once again
it mean i put in 100% and will change jux for u
be it whether im happy with it anot
because i jux wan to see u happy with mi only
not caring abt the surrounding including myself
i jux wanna say i love you
even if u choose to leave mi
i wont beg u to stay because all i wanted is u to be happy
that's all
if u could find the happiness u wanted in others
go ahead alrite
kisses n hugs:)
bye world i will be OKAY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Dear readers ,

to that bitch who spam my blog
err fucker
dun anyhow use gwen name to spam my blog ok
cheebye u not happy come out la
kanina.
u not happy with my blog den DUN come
i will WAIT for ur reply
u better dun hum hor
i tell u this
U BETTER WATCH OUT!
dun drag ffanny in hor
bloody fucker

Dear readers ,

im sorry
i really did try very hard to change myself
i force myself not to be so sensitive le
but i still failed
im sorry
u changed so much for mi
yet i haven even done a single thing for u
im so fucked sorry
baby i really wan to change for u
but i dunno why
i tried alot of time when i act happy in front of u but i still cant
i cant pretend nothing is happening
there are time if im angry jux leave mi alone
but i guess i cant be that strong all the time
i still nid u by my side seeking for ur care and concern
something i wan to tell u yet i dunno how to express out
i will jux say nothing
i noe im not a good stead
i only noe how to make stead angry but not giving her smile
ru guo you yi tian ni he wo yi qi hen xinku
wo jiu hui fan qi ni
dan shi xian zai wo zhi xiang ai ni yi bei zhi
xiang yao teng ni
gei ni he wo zai yi qi de mei yi tian do kai kai xing xing de
bu zai xiang ran nii ren wo le
baby girl i love you.muackx

Dear readers ,

you noe i dunno why my childhood mare are coming back to mi
im starting to scared of sunday again
baby i assure u 110% my feeling for her wounldnt be back
now i only treat her as normal frenx
becux i had forget her becux of you
cause i wan to last with you
that's the reason im doing all this
you noe i never wan to let you go anymore
unless u are leaving mi first
if u ever get jealous or angry
but i din do anything to make u happier or i jux ignored you
den im sorry
because i dunno wat to do
i mean if i go and talk to you
it will only irritates u more
i rather let u relax n cool down
when u are okay le,u can come talk to mi regardless of what happen
u can show mi black face or whatever
but pls dun leave mi alone behind
i will try my very best to keep my cool
because i noe i do not have good temper too
im sorry for yesterday losing temper for nothing
when it wasn't ur fault at all
i dun wan this mi to be with you
because it totally suckss
u noe who i like n who i dun like
it's not im trying to control u from making friends
i really dunno how to say this
i can let u have ur freedom to be with who
and which friend u wan
but if it is abt them
pls dun talk to mi abt them anymore
because they are not my friends anymore
the past them had died!
the present them had totally changed to a person whom i myself dunno them le
i dun wan to own them anymore thing
i wan to have nothing to do with them anymore
because STC life suckss with ALL this ppl around
EXCEPT for my dajie, stupid mei they all la.
the rest CAN JUX GO TO HELL
i regretted for everything
but it's too late to turn back
i have the last lap and i will complete it
and leave everything behind
do you know what makes mi happy the most?
whenever i heard my phone ring
i will be VERY happy
because i noe that it will be from you
nothing else and nobody can make mi this happy other than u
baby i love you:)

Dear readers ,

HAPPY 3RD MONTH
well i never did really said it to u
i guess u oso dun remember
we broke for ALMOST a month
i didnt really meantto flared up jux now
i was sorry
but i guess my sorry doesnt mean a thing anymore
i dun wan u to apologise to mi kkz?
baby i really love you alot
i dun wan to lose you
i dun wan to lose my temper on you
i jux wan to be sweet sweet with u
happy and last with you
i dun wish for the slightest thing to quarrel with you
ur birthday is coming soon
im TRYING VERY HARD to find for the watch
becux i noe it mean alot to u
seriously,i wan to do something for u
i noe i cant be like huiting like that
i can fold 457 crane for u
cux i dun have the paitient
and i fold until very ugly
i wan to go on diet for u
becux i wan to pei de shang ni
becux wo qi shi pei bu shang ni de
i wan to do alot alot of thing for u
i only wan u to be happy with mi
yes i noe all this thing i say might sound dumb
but girl i really love you
u somehow can captured my heart
be it when my feelin fade
jux a little thing from u
my feeling will be back to the past
all this while
my feeling had never gone
whenever i see the smile i created for u, it totally comforts mi alot
a kiss from you melts my heart
u mean alot to mi
ok i think i had said too much yet i do nothing
im sorry:(

Dear readers ,

im like finally done with my blog but still
it look unperfect la.
today sch was alrite
no idea y ah chu let mi slept for three period in her class la
haha maybe i was EXCUSED too
i ate medicine wat
im sooo tired today
im a good gal
i went home straight after sch
while char n judy went to find their BEST frenx
AH CHUA N FL din come sch today la
haizza was crazy today
bet she din have sex yesterday man
i got nothing to blog abt already
lastly to you
if u are not in a good mood today
pls cheer up
otherwise i will be sad too
u noe?girl i miss you:(

Dear readers ,

you guys noe wat?
I LOVE CHUASIHUI!!!
i meant she's being a GREAT fren to mi la
i mean giving mi money to eat doesnt mean that she's nice to mi
it's becux she had ALWAYS been nice to mi
no matter how irritating im
haha
she offered to lend mi money ALOT of time for mi to eat
but i ALWAYS reject
but TODAY she jux give mi the money to eat la
haha.so touched pls
im GOING to repay her la
no matter wat it takes
im still thinkin if i should sign up for the ocip?
i dunno leh
but it will be like at least a week
den i will miss her like some shit ok
thinking in prcess
i stil have to save up money for the bloody camp cux i bet my STINGY dad wont pay for mi la
hmmm i dunno
see how first la


i dun care abt how others look at us
jux wan to have a world between