Dear readers ,
i dunno wat the hell is with mi
i really miss SHERLYN HO alot la
haiyer when are u coming back anyway
hais
i dunno why am i running away from reality
ming ming shi hai ai ni
why do i keep telling myself i dun love you anymore
perhaps im no longer the old mi whom think that i'll have a chance to patch le ba
in the past i will keep thinking abt patch
as for now
i dunno what the hell im thinking either
perhaps im no longer confidence that u will love mi again
things jux changes
no longer like the past
even studyin n everything
im no longer interested
i dunno wat the hell i am doing!
living in my own dreamland may benefits mi
you are attached
i dun wish to be third party to break up e both of u
he truly love u
though u dun love him as much
but slowly it will incresed
slowly slowly i will walk away from everything when it's stable
because i dun wish to always be inbetween the both of you
im the CAUSE of both of your quarrel
im a very idiotic n bad person
sorry loving you
falling for u is smth i cant control
i really wish to silently walk by ur side
but i simply love you too much to the extend i cant watch you from far
wo wu fa zai pan pian kan zhe ni
wo jiu shi zhe meng de ai ni
dan wo you ke yi zou she meng
i can only see you together with others:'(
Friday, September 28, 2007
Dear readers ,
well well well i promise to be good gal from next week onward
i wont pon sch frm next week on
den i go for n level den i go job hunting
whether going ite not
i dunno
hahas.hmmm.
i tink i like you but i oso dunno
my feeling are all mixed up actually
well i dunnno wat i wan now
hoooooo
i may jux snapped anytime man:)
buh bye
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Dear readers ,
i tink i had change
really change alot
maybe im jux acting strong in front of you
i guess i can no longer be the old mi anymore
i do not noe what is love anymore
u jux hurt mi too deep le
it;s time to let go
dun pester mi le hao ma
since u choose to be with him instead of mi,
dun pester mi le
i really cant take the hurt anymore
everytime it seems like im fallin into ur trap
it seems like u toying with my feeling
u are UNCLEAR of what u wan
i noe what i wan already
i noe i love you alot
but it dun really mean i have to be with you
though we had broke up for 3 month le
but this 3 month never seems to happen
i will be gone for goods
i wun be the old mi anymore
because u dun treasure mi
dun toy with his feeling either
i noe im stupid to wait for u
but i never loved someone so much before
no matter what
im always herer
goodbye my love
i will watch you in the dark
Monday, September 17, 2007
Dear readers ,
today really is a day i will never forget in my life
i can remember every single thing in my mind
every single word
well u are not to blame
love cant be force
u dun love mi i can force you
i will still wait for u and love u no matter wat
i noe this is getting silly but
i noe i really do love you
no matter wat u going to do to make mi give up,
i wun because i will wait for u to love mi back once again
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Dear readers ,
????????????????????????????
alot of??? in my mind right now
i lost my trust in you
that causes mi do not dare to love u again
u claim that u love mi
yet ur action are not showing mi
yes im being paranoid here
u disappoint mi time n time again
how many time u had broken my trust?
PROVE to mi that whatever im thinking is wrong
action speaks louder than words
well i admit i really so love you alot n wishes u to be mine
but all this im only saying
did u see mi doing things to make u come back to mi?
no rite?this is wat i said action speak louder than word
so u oso mux do thing to show mi that u actually love mi
i will not force u to do it if u do not wan it
because i wun even noe what's going to happen next
whatever im saying now dun take it too hard
u noe everytime i say all this means i gone crazy already
so pardon mi pls
ai ni ai dao feng le
wo wei she meng hai ai ni wei she meng hai xiang she ni
bu shi wo bu fan qi
si she meng yuan ying ni ba wo diu zai zhe li
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Dear readers ,
i dun really nid you to be a hypocrite.well well well.it's time to wake up.i guess there will be no ending to all these thing.so wat if i hang there.one day i will jux fall off hardly to the ground again.u noe wat u wan it's enough already.tell mi you love mi no more n i will let you go.i will force myself to leave if he treat you good.i said before no matter how many times u had break my heart my love for you will never change,jux hate mi n treat mi mean n i will not show i love you anymore,i will only love you silently n walk by you.because i noe only this will work out between us.though i noe how i much i wan to be together wif you,but things dun seems to work out.perhaps jux take it u dunno mi at all.this will be the best thing.pls dun get angry or msg to scold mi after u read this post.because it will break my heart througly whenever we quarrel.
can this say it's the first thing u had given mi so far
tsk tsk...
i guess my blog song jux trying to say wat i will be going to do next.hais.
u noe wat i wanted the most when im wif u,
not all the kiss n hug,
but jux the sweetness n happiness we had together.
but still i will love you till the end of time.
no matter wat my love for u will not die.
wo hui fa zhe tai ran
hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe tai ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang
yan you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zi qian
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Shui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao mei you she bu de
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni you so much
Friday, September 07, 2007
Dear readers ,
i still wish to say happy 4th month anni
out of this 4 month
this was the only month u said happy anni to mi
have u ever noe how happy i was
kind of excited tmr
i wan to see how pretty can u get
do u noe i miss you more than anything
girl i love you
muack
[ boy&girl]
[040507]
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Dear readers ,
hmmm today went to shop
saw her* today
happy happy:))
she send mi home
give her kiss kiss cux her lip pain pain
but i give her two becux 1 for the pain n another is because if good bye kiss
well lame lame
i dunno wat i talking as well so pardon mi pls
well i din eat the whole day already la
fcuking shit
can anyone bring food for mi n i will love them pls
hehe
im crapping la
actually i got nothing much to like blog already
cux it seems like no matter how much i talk abt
it jux the same OLD topic ya
im getting sick n tired of it reporting this to my blog
n to some fcukers which i dun wan them to noe la
so pls fcuk off from my blog when i din go to ur blog as well
because u totally disgust mi ALOT
it makes mi wanna puke
thanks thanks:)
Monday, September 03, 2007
Dear readers ,
didnt i warn u before to treat her GOOD?DIDNT i say to be there for her 24/7even if u working, asking you to pick up her phone is it very hard for u?fucking hard to take a few min of ur time to talk to her isit?if i noe u will trest her this way,i will NEVER back out of this whole thing lai will never use my both hand n give you all my blessing and entrusted you to be good to herfuck you la.bloody chee byewell i got no stand to say you right nowbecause mi n her are jux normal frenx nowhaiyer pls la ubetter treat her good ladun wait till u lost her den regret okdun say i never fucking hell warn u lado wateva u wan now n it's none of my businesss alreadyeither u take my advise or ignore itif u ignore n u regret dun be sad or cry over it when u lost herbye FUCKER!
Saturday, September 01, 2007
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!