Dear readers ,
past by some certain place remains mi of that person
i dun wish to mention her name
i dunno whether to hate her or call her a bitch
but as i realised i dun hate her
or rather i dun hate anyone already
yes i might be gross out by *** still
by i also dunno what i feeling now
u may be such a bitch for doing all those thing to mi
but i dunno y i din blame u
and is not because i like u
because i realise i dun even love u
just wanted to make things up for what i done to u in the past
am i supposed to hate u now?
and i seriously nid my thumbdrive la
it's driving mi nuts
i nid to save couple of thing den bring it to sch
can u hurry return?
i din even blame u for anything la
i just want my thing back that's all
i never ask u pay
ever since my psp went with u
it just went hay wires
thanks to u this bitch,or rather fucking slut
watever it is,i wan my thing back
n i wanna have nothing to do with u this fucking childish little kid
when u are wrong u still make it sound as though it was the other party's fault
perhaps i have made the wrong choice by knowing u
if i could have a choice
i rather i have never met u this fucking liar before
and i noe all along i din make the wrong choice for choosing fanny
because even though she hurt mi all.but at least she love mi
and treat mi so much better than u
seriously she won u in everything.
so what melvrick becos of u dun go sch den fetch u to sch n wait for u finish sch?
do u even noe not onli i cheated on u?
he cheated on u too!to think u are soo naive
he asked ****** to wait for him
and before he got together with u
he was bitching abt u
u are too naive to noe anything abt love.
goodbye slut.u are the worst i ever seen
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Dear readers ,
i feel like a bitch in this position.
soooo tired today
work work work
siann lor
and most importanly i miss moshin:(
she dunno wan lo
and i think she dun miss mi wan lor
i also miss walang suso sooo much also
she called today!
omg miss her sooo much
hahahahahha
my hair is freaking ugly now la
damn sad with my hair now la
hais damn regret cut my hair
my face look so fat now
hahahaha
i damn damn sad now
with my tupid hair
nvm!NEW HAIR NEW LIFE
i miss my baby girl soo much!
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Dear readers ,
i think i am really giving up on everything
now i really have no goals anymore
nothing
thought i could have a new begining with you
but everything was crushed
i dunno wth i am feeling now
i dun wish to say abt everything
i just feel very screwed now
maybe this is the life i wanted all along
isnt this what i yearn for all along?
i noe u guys are kind of blaming mi for not turning up for court case
n not meeting her before the day
but i am really working everyday
hms i really very sorry for not meeting her before that
i was really tired
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Dear readers ,
to you
i am really sorry
i cant find back that feeling anymore already
i tried very hard to search back
but i cant
it's nt because i fall for others
it's just that i cant find that feeling i had for u in the past already
it's totally a different feeling already
im really sorry
hais i dun wan to say much to hurt u already
i hate myself
seriously
i feel so bad now:(
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Dear readers ,
i get to see u today
u were so nice
despite the hot hot weather u still help mi carry my thick thick jacket
LP i love you k
wahhahahaah
anyway thanks LP for always tolerating mi nonsense
despite we seen the ulgyiest side of each other
but i still love you de
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Dear readers ,
seriously u noe waht i had done to u in the past
so now u only trying to take revenge by making mi to pay everything for u right
oh my gosh
i din noe u were such person
i choose to believe u despite how ppl say u were using mi
till i saw everything with my own eyes
im so disappointed in you
though i still feel bad abt what i did to u in the past
n money could never make it up
but things that u had done to mi for the past few weeks
had it made up for everything?u are really childish
i told u i just wanted to be friend.that's all
i dunno what u thinking all
but as i noe myself im moving on
im better off without u!
n i was stupid to do those thing for u
thinking ur feeling for mi was real
everything was a trap
haha limliling is the most stupidest person in the world
anyway i really miss **** alot leh
will we have a new start?
if we can have
let's hope it will be different from the past okay
i really scared it will be like the past again
promise to love mi k?
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Dear readers ,
i really think u are jsut playing mi
and u only wan my money and psp la
eh whatever ok
just hurry return my psp la
i dun give a fuck care abt u already la
u took my psp so long already still dun wan return
dun be selfish k
u always say mi selfish all
den never think for u
like u think for mi like that
dun be nonsense la
just tell u this la
i wan have nothing more to do with u already alright
u love melvrick u go la
i cant be fuck care bother
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Dear readers ,
it just make mi totally confuse
dun make mi detest u when i actually love u
dun do thing to make mi hate u
say u did think of my feeling before u say things to mi
try seeing ur sent item
see how mean were they
u wun noe how much it had hurt mi
u think that im playing u isit?
or rather u are playing mi la
im selfish?i din change?
think abt the past mi n present mi
think abt it la hor
what a few more months and im giving up?
there's still 6 month to ur o's la
it's like half a year ok
ok lo i wait
but if by that time i dun love u anymore
it's not my problem anymore
because i already waited for 4 month
and tell u this the longest girl i ever wait before u is only 3 month
so u count urself lucky
i never ever cause of a gal work so much
sell my phone all cause of a girl
u r the first and last one
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Dear readers ,
i had been waiting for ur msg today for the whole daynow u noe i cant live without u,u just simply wait for my msgi msg so many times yet u only reply once or twiceor rather i should say u haapy den replynot happy den dun replyor maybe u used mi finish alreadyso dun think there's a nid to contact mi alreadyi think that if i dun contact u 2 daysu will be like the past telling mi u already taken we had broke upbut this time round u might say i take it u dun wan to continue anymoreu have the cant be bothered attitude towards mican u expect mi to think that actually u love mi?no what!i tell u this u say im asking for too muchit seems like u are the second fannykeep beating miu make mi dun dare to voice out what i wan anymorethat's why i said u are the gwen i love anymorebecause the gwen i lovealways listen to what i needand confort mi when im down n sadbut the present u only know how to shout and scold mi when i voice out my opinionden u will beat mi for nothingi hold u by the waist,u push mi awaywhatever u are doing are signal of rejecting mi
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Dear readers ,
im so tired nowadays
ever since after THAT day
i never see u again
whenever someone ask mi abt u
i got no comment
or rather nothing much to say abt u
when they ask mi to date u out
the more i dread to answer this question
because u either not fee or parent dun let
u think i will even attempt to ask u out
im so used to u not replying
not meeting mi
whatever it is
slowly my love will just go away like hw ur love went away
liked u said u used to what i did to u already what i mean in the past
but now im saying it to u
im true to u
but u might think that im playing u
because it seems so fast im giving up
is not i wan to give up
is u make mi wan to give up
whatever u doing are psycial abuse and not loving mi
whatever im doing are like a stupid fool paying to get abuse
fuck it
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Dear readers ,
been so tired recently
working 5 to close like everyday
so no life ok
but i hope pay day come soon
i wan to shop!jacket shirt and pant
omg?most importantly FACIAL
hahahaha
im so gu nia can
hahahah
i wan to go on diet la
i feel fat okay
hais
im deprived of your love
and sometimes i wonder did i get into the wrong place?
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!