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Dear readers ,
im sorry.but it's candid so i must post.ps gh.hahahah
jovy look cute here right,hahaha.but look at her leg.open so BIG!

okay i swear yesterday was the funnest day i ever had
went over to downtown for some reason
was fucking hungry
went to eat and den slack
and start with our plan
in the end we found thing beyond our expectation
hahahah
so off we go!with the thing we found
we used abt 3 hour plus to figure out how to get out of pasir ris to bedok
and the last alternative we took the express way
it was damn scary.anytime we can get catch by police
so i ride damnit fast to like get through the express way
and den mel fell.while riding up the slope
it seem like quite serious
ouch ouch painful okay
ah jac feel damn bad cause she was the one who ride her luh
den we rested n we set off again to bedok
finally reach enous.cause the journey too far n my butt is damn pain
so i just headed home straight
while the rest head over to jovy hse
den i sleep all the way until jac mum called
n wake mi up from my dreamland
n rot at home the whole day
going to look for job n play ball tmr
going to rest now


this video is for jovy ong!hahahaha
ur childhood video eh:)

Your name here . ♥
Monday, July 28, 2008

Dear readers ,
this leh.is the ng bear bear do wan lo
dun think i stupid dunno who do wan hor,
hahaha.

the one in black is NGHUIYING.i name her
bear bear.dont u think she look like one?
big big n soft soft de.hahahaha
den the one who is eating chicken wing is
MEIYI:)the way she eat quite funny hor




today went to fetch daddy den pass gh the shoe
den shun bian ball awhile.
after that went off
dunno why suddenly feeling emo
this feeling felt kinda weird
why am i feeling this way for no reason
well i cant find a reason
but daddy tell mi this
im sick n tired of everything now
perhaps she's right
but there's nothing for mi to care or what.
so right now what's wrong with mi
OMFG.i really had no idea of everything

Your name here . ♥
Saturday, July 26, 2008

Dear readers ,
nothing really happen today
just that i got a fucking swollen eye
and im going for interview tmr
die luh
no face see ppl alr
alr so ugly still plus one swollen eye
i jump off building man
hahahahaha
damn bored
hahahaha.im gonna pei fanny tonight
because she wasnt able to sleep
not going to blog much
my eye are damn pain

joelle ng jia wen
whatever it is u noe that im here
think abt what i say to u
maybe releasing some of the knot that u have in your heart
it might be so much better thAN whatever u are feeling right now
and u will feel so much relax than before
trust mi
slowly let go.dun even bother to think abt all those unnecessary thing
u wont be so stress up
daddy i love you

Your name here . ♥
Friday, July 25, 2008

Dear readers ,
today supposed to fetch daddy
in the end i from taopayoh take train to yishun
cause the train terminates there
dunno why.den from yishun take to jurong
supposed from yishun take to batok but den daddy wait at jurong for mi
reach jurong like finally but i got out the wrong side den got to walk down the stairs
walk over to the other side
den went over to vivo.walk around eat
den went for shisha.in the end kanna check
wasnt able to shisha luh.damn sian
walk to bugis walk around
sian.today keep on moodswing
dunno what's wrong
for small little angry
im going crazy
been very hot tempered lately
i guess i got to cool myself down more often

i miss the feeling of missing you
i miss the feeling of thinking of you
but now all these feelings are gone
and will never be back again

Your name here . ♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Dear readers ,
okay i shall like blog abt yesterday okay
yesterday after ball
guanhong suggested go fort canning explore
den huiying was like err just now raining the floor will wet
den i say scare say scare dun nid use rain as a excuse luh
hahahaha
she din wan to go so badly luh
hahahha.that was the first time i see her like that
gosh it's damn funny okay
hahahahha.den first time we go up
mi n jovy infront.meiyi,zave behind.last guanhong n huiying
mi n jovy walk super fast luh.den they u turn they never tell us
in fact they did but we din hear
it was quite scary eh.we were not very far from them yet we cant hear a thing
den we went to clark quay to see clinic
it was damn cool i will go over next year,
guanhong wan go so this time round was mi jovy guanhong
we went up the slope at fort canning.in the end when we reach top there
got so many ppl.not even scary luh.hahahahaha
just nice when we headed to bus stop zave just miss her last bus
i missed my bus too but in the end there was still a last bus for mi
how lucky:)
in the end i feel quite bad to like leave them behind
so i asked themover to my house just now dad was not in good mood i ask her over too
my father wasnt home yesterday so the house are just us!
they damn funny.they went to kop yakun bread luh
come my house party with bread,
all din really sleep .all was talking slacking like fuck
and den by 5 plus i couldnt take it i just take a nap
guanhong huiying zave jovy all damn busted okay
they went to disturb ppl at the bus stop.
they put water inside paket drink and den throw it out of the window
when there's nothing more for them to throw
they took the bread n throw at ppl-.-
joelle slept until her dad called.she's damn shocked
in the end she went home her dad din scold n tell her if she's tired dun have to go work
whenever huiying run around i will say that later my floor spoilt
den she will chase after mi n poke mi.hahahhaa
after all those throwing n running around my house.all were tired n hungy
so went for breadfast at market
after breadfast everybody all wan die alr
so i did the sweeping n moping of the floor
huiying jovy n meiyi all staring at mi when i was sweeping the floor
i felt so weird luh.den i shouted never see ppl do housework before
everybody laugh.
after doing housework damn hot luh
went for a quick shower n den i fell asleep
everybody was like sleeping alr by the time
hahahaha.so when my dad comes home
also the time they leaving already
seriously hanging with them is really damn fun okay
we shall have more this kind of toning thing
hahahaha.provided the next day got no event luh
hahahahaha.when they left i continue to sleep
and den went to attend cousin wedding.
drink n eat n everything den home!

sometimes i think i am letting go of you alr
but den again.this time i realise it's isnt that hard
because u dunno the fact that i had actually fall for you
so it was so much easier to let go
thank god it was easy or else i will be lost of what to do

okay im damn tired!shall stop here:)

Your name here . ♥
Sunday, July 20, 2008

Dear readers ,
today after work tot of going home early be a good girl
in the end it was like peak hour
i couldnt even got up to the bus so i went to bukit merah in the end-.-
den slack talk eat everything
hahahahaha
jovy wan to watch fireworks cause of somebody leh
wow what a good planning,hahahahah
jovy u are a good girlfriend man!
hahahahah
actually i got nothing to post luh


OMG!U ARE A FUCKING BITCH I SWEAR!
I NEVER SEEN ANOTHER BITCH LIKE YOU BEFORE
SEE UR FUCKING BLOG SO SAD AND DEN I TAG N CARE FOR U AS A FRIEND
YOU WERE LIKE BITCHING WITH YOUR FRIEND SMELLY PPL ARE BAD!
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK U ARE?
U ARE WORSE THAN PROSTITUE IN GEYLANG LUH!
GWENDOLYN TAN SWEE LIAN SUCKS LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!
SHE'S THE WORSE PERSON I EVER SEEEN!
SKIN SO THICK LIKE FUCK!
SHE THINK SHE'S SO HOT ! PLS LUH
I THINK MY LITTLE TOE IS SO MUCH HOTTER THAN U!
EVEN MELVRICK THINK THAT U ARE GROSS LUH
YOU THINK HE REALLY LOVE YOU?
OMG PLS TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR LUH
I THINK KNOWING YOU IS SUCH A DISGRACE IN MY LIFE LUH
INFRONT OF UR CLIQUE LIKE SO NICE N EVERYTHING
BEHIND THEM BACKSTABBING THEM.OMFG
U ARE WORST THAN A BEAST LUH.
YOUR BRAIN ARE JUST FOR DISPLAY JUST LIKE PIG BRAIN!
I THINK PIG ARE MUCH MORE CLEVER THAN U LUH.
IF NOT FOR SOMEONE I WONT EVEN TAKE PITY ON YOU
OH WELL I DUN THINK U DESERVE MY PITYSM NOW
GOSH U MADE MI WANNA PUKE.
AND DUN THINK I DUNNO U ASKED UR FRIEND TO SPAM MY FUCKING BLOG
U THIS FUCKING SLUT!
http://www.feelingdelirious.blogspot.com/

THIS IS HER FUCKING BLOG
PLS FEEL FREE TO SPAM IT WHATEVER YOU GUYS WANT
BECAUSE IN BETWEEN HER LEG IS ITCHY YKNOW.
SHE'S BLACKLISTED IN HER WHOLE GROUP OF FRIENDS ALREADY!


i seriously miss you alot eh
i dunno why im feeling this way but den again
i wont let this feeling to continue
because there will never be a starting for us anyway
it's just that time that passes us seem to be in a blink
i was blind in the past,never actually tot u were just there right in front of mi
but it's too late for mi to even so anything now
it's meaningless for mi to even carry on this feeling of mine
everything was just one sided all along
still i never regret knowing you in my life

Your name here . ♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008

Dear readers ,
woahs!damn tired today
12 to close den what?during break eat still can accidentally bite my lips
bleed luh:(insufficent blood already luh
den thinking of going where tmr
feel like paying a visit to jovy
ppl working leh.hahahahah.somemore i finish at 5 so like nothing to do also
hahahaha.today nth much to say luh
i did one very stupid thing today
my***** very itchy
den i cant tahan alr
i run inside kitchen to scratch
the moment jo saw mi so kan jiong she tot wat
in the end i was scratching my******
she laugh like mad.there was a few times when i was talking to her
she give mi some stupid face luh.like from metta like that
also like kanna feats.woahs damn funny luh
there was this customer damn funny
after she ordered her food,i ask her if she wan any drink
den she open her mouth damn BIG
like the water is infront of her alr.when i looking at her face i wanted to laugh luh
but i cannot.after i finish the transaction i laugh like mad!
she some more can say byebye after i serve her her order
not as if she's leaving the restruant alr luh.hahaha
finish doing closing went dwn to 7-11 to get cigg
now jo turn to get itchy
woah!she WORSE than mi okay
hahahaha
she go open her***** to scratch luh.
no bad wat!air it some more
hahahahahaha
today was a damn funny day.
with her around at work with mi
the time just files so fast
daddy i love you:)
omg i feel like some pb.but it's okay.
just brotherly love.not other kind of love luh

today u din msg mi
i dunno why recently just misses you so much
chicken this part is for you de:)

let mi face back to the reality
more or less the answer is there for mi to see already
i dun wan to think of you anymore
just left everything as it is
im tired of searching n trying to find that feeling already

Your name here . ♥
Friday, July 18, 2008

Dear readers ,
My tatto :D









Daddy`s tatto ->.










today outing with daddy
like finally after so long and we are going out together again luh
some more today never like nid rush here n there
today wanted to watch movie.but den the movie we wan to watch it's damn late
so we planned to go find zetty den to town
in the end we headed over to penisula
and i got another tattoo.omg it was fucking pain okay

even until now luh.but i really salut the tattoonist okay
he did it so paitiently n nicely for mi
though it's pain n everything but i liked the result so not too bad luh
hahahahaha.when the pain was on my back i was actually thinking of the pain u given mi
i did enjoyed myself today daddy!thanks.
next month we shall having a shopping outing and not tattoo outing hor-.-
i think i can no longer work in that bloody place anymore
im quitting real soon.no other reason
just for that bloody china guy.
im too lazy to write everything that happened today
cause my back is hurting mi badly
but one thing i wont forget to post it
jo wanted to look at my tattoo so she moved my shirt den nvm i bear the pain
den after looking she still go cover it.omg i shouted like hell luh.she still can laugh.
nvm.i will be waiting for ur next tattoo ok.hahahaha
and im telling the whole world joelle got STM!
hahahahahahaha

and everytime i think of you
it's so hard to think of any other thing except for you
you revolve around my world
but still it's just a dream after all:)

Your name here . ♥
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Dear readers ,
today slept till like afternoon
omg feel like pig
and den went over to huanted court to ball
guanhong say will got uncle
in the end dun have leh
bluff us leh.hahahha
and ah jac did her part to make huiying to come down for ahem ahem lo
hahhahaha
b4 playing went to eat.jovy poke mi.nvm
after that leon reach liao.she poke mi
the last person is huiying to poke mi.nt bad what so many ppl like to poke mi huh
i knw i got alot of fats la dun nid like that de hor.hahahah
all of them was playing ball
i was listening to ah tang mp3
hearing the yi ge ren shen huo
suddenly emo.den went behind the staricase wanted to hide and cry
but that stupid huiying come and throw leaves at mi
when ppl is emoing?wth?
hahahahah.den i buay ta han i just go sit behind candy
jitao my tears just come out.candy tio chua.so funny
busy asking for tissue.den play match
i was playing relax game
so few ball went in luh.huiying was like wow emo den can go in ball nvm
somemore hor.she say i play ball like kanjiong spider
in the today she look more like kanjiong spider than mi luh
hahahahah.was really emo-ing all the way
ask chicken come down pei mi oso dun wan
very sad and dulan u knw,nvm.
while changing shoe i wanted to listen to song
sudddenly i got a msg!and i got so high over it luh
ppl thought that i was crazy luh.wth.
in fact i myself think so.hahahaha
and i dunno what's wrong with leon today
she's like having moodswing and everything
den headed to jovy hse there eat
eat alr go home.
otw to bus stop i forget what i say that bear bear alr luh
den she pinch mi damn hard.omg it was damn pain luh,.
hahahaha.anyway i think she's damn man luh
can be bung liao luh
hahahahaha.hopes she dunno abt this
or else i will get kill
and jovy dun say anything okay
hahahahaha

somtimes i feel that we have a connection
but den again
on the other hand there's something stopping us
well i really dunno
got connection or not.i dun really care already.
because i dun see the point anymore
i dun wan to think so much abt you already
that's all i got to say actually

Your name here . ♥
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Dear readers ,
today wake up like noon that time
was super tired like finally had a good sleep already
im so sick and tired of all those spammer so i had to like put it private
omg how irritating luh
hahahahaha.not that im scared just that i really get so sick of it
i really wan to like block it from my blog
it's so annoying.gosh
went to town with cw n daddy
bought ck perfume and den head to yishun ball
jovy couldnt make it.fight with her mum
line got cut off.poor her luh
at yishun din wan to play ball
cause i wasnt having the right attire
balled awhile at nee soon den headed to chong pang to ball
otw there meiyi bought man ya tang?and den it's seem so watery cant even make it stay
in the end the whole sweet drop making the whole hand so sticky
zave got fucking pissed.i bought candy floss
seem like small kid.guanhong say i act cute
pls luh.so long never eat liao ma.hahahah.wat to do lor.
at chong pang cc balled awhile den listen to song emo
huiying was at oppsote court playing match with others.zave was playing with meiyi
guanhong played with mi awhile den he play alone
oh one thing damn funny
while we were onthe way to chong pang
huiying n guan hong had a small little convo
here it goes
huiying:that fat guy over there i know
guanhong:that fat girl over that i know
huiying:who who?
guanhong:you luh!(the you refers to huiying)
omg guanhong n mi laugh like mad
she at there scolding us luh.hahahah
it was damn funny.huiying today abit siao
like forget take medicine
keep on tickle mi.jovy maybe because u not around luh.
she got no ppl disturb she come disturb mi leh,u la.hahahah
still got more thing but im damn lazy to like blog already
hahahaha

seems like it's a habit for mi to blog abt you everyday alr
no matter how hard i try.it seems like i still failed my task
i din wan to look at you or even think of u at all
but i just couldnt control myself
it's kind of obvious i dun stand a chance anymore
but why are things still like that?
if i could easily fall for you
i can easily let go of you too right?
but things are not showing mi to let go
instead it seems like i cant take my eyes off you anymore
it's too hard for mi not to look at you alr
i cant control myself alr.my feeling for you are totally mixed up.
i give myself sometime.to really let go of you
because i dun wan to make myself so miserable anymore already

Your name here . ♥
Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Dear readers ,
FUCK IT OKAY!
i really really fucking hate it when he touch my laptop okay!
yesterday nothing happen FINE!
but TODAY!EVERYTHING IN MY LAPTOP WAS GONE LUH!
ALL MY SONGS!fuck luh
i already have enough luh
ccb!just stop touching it will you!
this is one of the reason why i dun wan teach u luh
for what teach u!in front of mi u can do i correctly
when im not around things like this got to happen likr WTF!
AND THAT CHINA DOG HAVE TO SCREW MY DAY TOO!
so what if he is the manager
pls luh dun think so highly of urself luh
trying to be a role model in front of us
behind u are havinga affair with a MARRIED WOMAN!
like what a role model u are luh
fuck you man!if u wan perfection!
go and find it!dun come here and lecture us la!
fuck off from us and go as far as u can!
dun think u are a first asst u noe EVERYTHING!
sic dn even do this kind of thing to us luh
hello this is singapore not china!
wan do this kinda of thing GO BACK THERE AND DO!
just fuck off from here luh!
and trust mi im not going to work in your shift
even if im working.i will not do the things u wan mi to do
u will not get ur way done well!
this is what u get for making mi.not only i will so this kinda of thing
u get it from the rest too.just be careful of everything
i will NOT turn up tmr!

daddy even though we hasnt been talking much
but you know i still care for u and still will be here for you
right now the both of us are almost the same boat again
both single carefree and not liking anyone
but ONE thing diff is u looking for daya and im not looking for anyone
heh.but you know as much as we can get the chance to go out together
we will grab the chance to get a gather
and talk abt things we shared.be last time or now.
even the future will never ever change anything:)

perhaps i should just let go of you
because i dun see the point anymore
you love the other party so much
i dun think i should tell u or ever let u know abt this
i dunno the next time i see you what will i do
im scared to see you
afraid to look into your eye
trying to escape from you
trying so hard yet a waste of effort
how i wish u could never get my attention
no matter how hard i try not to look at you
it seems like i will still try to get a look at you
try to look at u as much as i can get the chance
as i know that i dun get to see you often
but in this way how can i ever give up
i never thought i will ever fall for you
it's just too sudden for everything like this to happen to mi

Your name here . ♥
Sunday, July 13, 2008

Dear readers ,
FUCK LA!
im so fucked up luh
i HATE IT when other ppl touch my laptop okay!
esp my dad friend!just fuck off and dun touch MY thing!
seriously i have been in foul mood the whole day alr
i have enough of everything today already
it hasnt been going well today luh
ireally not in the mood to blog already luh
somemore i know so much thing abt u again
shagged already luh
hais

i tried so hard not to look u in the eye
each time i see u it will just go deeper
it's really very hard for u not to get my attention
when i know a little more thing abt u
my whole mood change
it's like so sudden.idk why is this happening
seeing u sad feel like comforting u
yet i disturb u and make u feel more pissed than ever
i really dunno what i should do
i can stop thinking abt u,yet whenever im trying to do so
you appear.i will ask u to stay away from mi
you have someone in ur heart somemore
why should i carry on.i dun get it myself either
sometimes i think is should not see u anymore
but avoiding is not the best solution
instead i think i should just face it
i dun even noe why i will fall for u?
you dun seems the type i will go for
so many question yet no answer

Your name here . ♥
Sunday, July 13, 2008

Dear readers ,
today work den candy came and fetch mi
she's like some siao char bo okay.
ask mi help her carry bag den keep on beat mi den make my cap
we headed for vivo and den met up with jovy n rest
walked around eat,supposed treat candy eat dinner in the end she bad mood
dunno what the hell happen to her
so i bought her a pen she looked at minitoon before we head to eat
she threw the pen back at mi
den i was like u dun wan throw away lor
i dun even want it.i buy is because see her face black black
wanted to cheer her up den she like that
i was quite pissed luh.in the end she was like ok luh dun so angry
ya what!ppl wan cheer u up den u reject the offer
awhile so high awhile so low.siao lor.
she went off after the dinner
went to walk around vivo
wanted to get that slipper but den it's the last pair i din wan it
finding for wallet din see anything caught my eye
i feel that im damn troublesome
den headed to starbukes to slack
otw i was like laughing and den stupid jovy keep disturbing mi
nvm jovy u just have to wait
u disturb mi more
i disturb u double.even though i noe who u wan
but i wont use that person disturb u.INSTEAD i use another girl's name disturb
hahahahaha.u are gonna be so dead this time round!
dun tell mi u can tolerate because i wont be the only one disturbing u
i start the ball rolling and the rest will just continue for mi:)

if one day i happen to see you again
i really wan to know what im feeling for you
because right now i am just so unsure of my feeling toward you
it's too complicated.never feel like this before
and never wan to feel like this again.
it's jsut so mixed up
and everytime i think of you
my face will be burning red
is this what they call love?
well i really dun know.

Your name here . ♥
Saturday, July 12, 2008

Dear readers ,
dunno why today like got alot of msg like that
but all those i dun feel like entertain ones msg mi luh
but i entertain them in the end-.-
so that girl ask mi out.and den i said ok?
cause she just broke up lalalalalala
and den i damn bo hua can
it's like she ask mi out de leh
den she ask mi to pay for her dinner
bullshit luh.BOBIAN i got to pay luh!
hopefully she dun go eat what expensive thing
OR ELSE I KILL HER!hahaha
somemore go n cut her hand
she will get it from mi tomorrow!
i saw ah tang today hor!see mi den hide hide here and there
like some little mouse like that
and ahtang u dun miss mi de lo
the no. of time u go out with him soon going to be more than mine okay!
idiot.dun bluff mi.lol
today after work plan to put tattoo
but den i din see anything nce or suitable for mi to put at my back so i din put any luh
finding for design in process already.hahaha
den went to yishun play ball
in the end like never play-.-slacking instead of playing luh
raining somemore abit the lazy luh.wahahahaha
den that stupid huiying hor keep disturb one lor.
damn idiot can.den everyone disturb jovy abt ahem ahem.
hahahaha.its kind of a fun day today luh
that huiying tmr better come out together with us.den i can disturb more:)

i dunno why when i look at you
i just feel so shy.it's not the first time
i tried not to think abt it.i tried not to look at you
somehow u just caught my attention
without fail my eye will just be on you
when u look back i feel so shy but i acted as though nothing is happening
from what i can see from u is u are shy too
why is this happpening?but i noe u are not the kind of person i think to be
it's just happen so sudden even i myself dunno why is this happening
hope to see you soon.

Your name here . ♥
Friday, July 11, 2008

Dear readers ,
today work from morning to night
msg msg msg alot alot of ppl
and den something happen in store
everyone just seems to be in bad mood
but thing were okay after that luh
hm daddy were so sweet just now ok
she was like i dunno why everyone make mi feel irritated except u(the u is refer to mi!)
den i feel so shy but i din say out luh
because i always feel that i am not a good friend because of my bad temper luh
but den she said that really make mi feel like im a good friend luh
i really feel very good okaye!but oso shy luh
stupid headache why keep finding mi?go away luh!
okay i nid to get a cap real soon
im putting new tattoo soon!
so excited!hahahaha
im a NOOB at clubbing ok!
why nobody believe that it was my first clubbing at play?
i felt like a idiot there luh
hahahahaha
nvm when im18 den i go luh
i very stupid one wat
hahahahahah
not like some ppl who always club
if u noe who u are:)obviously im referring to the idiot whom i always msg n ask her entertain mi!
hope that u n ahem ahem get back luh
cause on the other hand i oso got help u k
hahaha.so right now i think u both jsut get along as it is n study for o's
and the next step is to get closer than before
if there's love it will never end
no matter how little it will still be there n keep growing
unless u are pushing it down n not letting the feeling to grow.
cheer up.u said u dun wan to get distrActed but u ARE easily distracted
so focus ON mi!no luh kidding.focus on ur studies of course never forget abt her:)
that's abt it!

Your name here . ♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008

Dear readers ,
i dunno why
i just have been having terrible headache luh
like wtf is this happening to mi
anyway i miss her luh
she just make mi ..........
today went to hospital today
and den i saw this damn bloody hot nurse alright
den tat adel very kpo wan leh
keep on wan see which girl
haiyo
den hor someone get emo
dunno how to help sia
shit luh
thurs fri got to work with china dog
fcuk sia
i dun wan work with him luh
im not against china ppl
it's just him only
well hasnt been feeling well
so dun think will be online that much

to daddy wish u all the best to find daya alright
if there's fate
im sure u will find her one
right now dun think so much
or say what nid love luh wat shit
u get wat im trying to say de luh

Your name here . ♥
Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Dear readers ,
suddenly i miss daddy so much
i really feel like dragging myself to mit her
but den im having terrible headache right nw
and HE ask mi to go shesha with him
i feel like?bt den i am having terrible headache
gosh what should i do?
i mean like he over there so sad.
den another side i miss her so much
den on the phone got another sad one
i wish i could help u
but u noe him.he dun like to say things out
im sorry.i tried to make ur smile
it seems like i failed my test

to you i dunno what's wrong with u?
i trust that u can take care of her
but den what are u doing to her?
u are not the same old u anymore
even though i dunno u for very long
but again think abt the happy moment we used to had?
the movie n everything?
why arent u really talking to mi nw?
are u avoiding mi?

i was talking to her this few days
den again i found out thing i din wan to knw
but it's actually okay
because revenge is what u deserve
anyway the revenge i got was more of money den love
u din really hurt mi that much
the reason why i treated u so gd nt because i love you.more of guilt i think
the reason why because i thought if the past n think that i should make it up to u
and i did.and u think u success in taking revenge on mi?
i noe u feel good abt it.seeing mi sad n all makes u feel happy n thinking i deserve it
finally i see ur true colour
image of u were so perfect until things happen so badly
i really hope that if there's anything happen
pls.go to ur friend instead of mi
maybe u will go to him?idk.heh

den to this fanny fong!
i know u read my blog ok.
hahahah.i will go try think of the past de!
ahahahhaha.i wan to see how sot am i in the past leh
u say mi sot sot.wan die hor.
i send u for couselling ah
ahahahahah

Your name here . ♥
Sunday, July 06, 2008

Dear readers ,
really hope things will go fine alr
hope that u guys are really happy.i admit defeat alr anyway
because i really want to put an end to everything alr
hms.it's time to let go and move on
this few day hasnt been talking to daddy much
she's busy with her own thing n i am busy with mine
so nth much to blog abt
just worked den ball lor
alot of fanny thing happen when playing ball luh


daddy this is for u
one fine day we shall really ton
we talk abt everything
let whatever is happening now goes on
as time pass,it will go off

Your name here . ♥
Saturday, July 05, 2008

Dear readers ,
to those spammer who spam my blog


thanks for ur tag:)


i know u guys dislike mi


think that im ugly or whatsoever


hahaha i admit it okay?


u guys win:)


im lazy to reply the tag luh


so im bloggin it:)


i really dun mind if u can scold mi or what because nobody is perfect


u may think that u can be really good friend for helping ur friend to scold mi


same to my friend who helped mi rite?


why not just make peace?u may think that im being hypocrite here?


but im not.let's not quarrel anymore


for what have wars in the blog?


i gt nothing more to day if u wan to continue to spam my blog.


because i will read what guys will write and i got nth more to say


i admit whatever u all say is right okay


i dun wan to fight with anyone


u all can dislike mi hate mi and everything


because we are not even friend.maybe we can try making friend with each other?


i noe u guys wont wan.but that's how i actually make friend


in the past i had spammer.yet nw im friends with them.


not friend i meant very good friend


but if u all wan to continue to scold mi n dislike mi den okay lo


dun get my parent involve luh.my mother die already u all still wan say until like that


if u guys happen to be in my shoe now u guys wun feel gd either


to u all nw may think that im talking crap.but it's true


u all may think that im acting kelian.but im nt,im speaking from the bottom of my heart


i came from a broken family,nt long after that my mum came of jail


den what happen next.she passed away


im only left with a dad nw.n one of the tag still curse my father die.


if ppl say this to u what will u all feel?


no matter how angry u all get with mi.dun get my parent involve.


if really continue to get my parent involve either i put private profile or change blog link


i have no back bones alright.i humji.i cannot take what ppl say abt my family


my family never have a gd reputation.


nw even outsiders who dun even noe my family like that say abt them


im deafeated by u guys k?u all win the battle liao


happy liao hor.


daDDY bought this for mi:)

i love star to the core alright:)

but den again.it kind of remind mi of why i start to love star too

even though i regretted what i did in the past.i tried to make it up to her,

but she's doing it back to mi double hard,.i deserve it anyway.

new tattoo coming up:)

that's all for today














Your name here . ♥
Friday, July 04, 2008

Dear readers ,
let's start the day today
somebody msg woke mi up today luh
so early in the morning
wow the msg make mi angry but den after that i dun even think i care
hahahahhaha.because i dun want to get affected by it
den she just tell mi nid to shit.i told her she made mi wanna vomit
and den ask her go shit luh.she tell mi lazy.toilet too far
LOL.and den we msg msg she randomly tell mi she nid to fart
like i can control her fart like that?hahahaha
after that cant get to sleep called joelle told her abt that msg
and den went to bath meet her went to hougang get something
den we start the day with all our crappy nonsense AGAIN
we never failed to make each other to stop laughing
whether we are sad or not.we still will have stupid thing for that day
hahahaha.emo also emo together de ma.hehe.
cabbed to work.the cb uncle took fucking long way
long way nvm he took the way got TRAFFIC JAM
stupid lor.somemore i late for work already luh.
reached work rush like siao
and den the counter machiam fight war like that
after working not long.amanda came.
disturb mi like siao.ask mi got bottle green tea not.when we only sell can green tea
den i was like sorry we are not a provision shop here
hahaha.den jo wan take straw cos i give her drink den she wan disturb mi
ask mi get straw for her den i ask her to fuck off.hahaha
they went to suntec when i was working.and den jo bought a shirt for mi!
THANK YOU!but it was AMANDA who choose it:)
hahahah.not saying anything here luh
jo i noe what u are thinking out there ok:)
hahahahaha.den hurry serve the customer
and den clean up the whole counter
hahahaha.clean up already have to clean up lobby
because that attachment crew made the whole lobby so dirty
after cleaning all those tray
i went around wiping the table and asked jy to step yi ge top up all e thing
den the lao gui bu came in swinging her plastic bag n diao mi
fuck i got panicked luh.my pant were dropping sia
den i hurry pull up the pant she still scold aitin
fuck sia.feel like telling her she not happy talk to mi la
scold aitin for fuck?it's not even her fault luh
cb i do good thing u never say luh
den all the bad thing keep say out.i work for aitin n not for the company hor!
aitin leave i also leave luh.
who wan stay in ur fucked up company luh?
show bias one.nid ppl por u den u happy
ppl say u den u fucked them and make them no good life
what kind of superior are u man?to mi u are not superior to mi
u are just some fucked up bitch who nid ppl get into ur good books luh
den lao gui bu left liao i quarrel with aitin den went to count stock for her
today month end luh.bo bian
finish closing went to buy cigg with jo.
den we sat at lobby there chi chat den jo took my phone put negative
she say wan see got ghost not.den i fucking focus on the phone
she suddenly scream.wow i jump sia
scared mi like fuck!she still at there laughing like mad
like some siao char bor!
den after that we heard some sound
she got scare den we hurry go in kitchen
we left a empty cup in the lobby
after vincent left,i went to put chair back to lobby
i wan to throw the cup away
but wtf did i see?i dun see any cup on the table out there?
i wanted to look for the cup see where is it
but jo ask mi dun look for it luh.
got abit freak out luh.keep on having goosebump today
feeling cold all the way until leave store
went for supper with aitin and jo
aitin send us home.that's how my day ended.hahaha

Your name here . ♥
Tuesday, July 01, 2008