Dear readers ,
seems like everyone is having relationship problem:(
phew.
and i cant do anything for them
because i myself facing one too
and i duno how to handle it
awhile im sad awhile im nt
guess it's just a crush toward from mi to you
but i still miss the happy moment
and it's not affecting mi in oneway or another?
idk wtf im talking abt
i just know that knowing u wasnt a mistake
falling for u was a mistake
if we haven't talk n i will still be enjoying my single livehood happily
it's nt ur fault,because in the first place we are just friends!
and pls dun deny that u still have feeling for her
because she's ur addict n everything u nid
not because of habit
and now u are not aware is because she's still around u
when she no longer around u and walk away with others
u will know what im talking abt
small girl this is relationship
i've been through
so to mi u are nothing
because i've been through the worst
and i never say this to you because i do not want to spoilt this friendship
and i believer from today onward we will be like before
just those hi n bye friend
because u are nothing to mi
and im nothing to you
what happen that night is just a fling,one night stand
and nothing important
i dunno u n u duno mi
we are in different world
u stay in ur world while i shall stay in mine too
no one affect each other
why am i feling this way now is because u were there for mi
even though it's just a few days
it's more than enough
otherwise i think i will have to take longer time to get over this
and thank you to my idiotic colleague
making fun of mi can
they gave mi a watch so damn touch!omg
love them
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Dear readers ,
things changed
u din even wish mi which is :(
but it's okay:)
cause i think im better off without you
clique had done so much for mi
which rly like so damn touch
even though they cant keep their mouth shut
still appreciate what they had done for mi
seriously i love them ttm
because without them there wont be mi
heh.so mushy
well 19th birthday get 19th hugs
something trilling
and i had to put one of the girls photo in fb for a week!
i cant wait for liyan tag the photo
hahahaha
im damn sleepy gonna sleep now.
bye love and once again thanks love:)muack
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Dear readers ,
omg!enjoy myself like fuck can,
with colleague at rebel,was like drunk?
clique at town was like omg la.
got 19 hugs,got quite a few hot girls.
and miss pek was so nice to mi can
kiss mi nvm she book a hotel for my birthday!!!!!
and got 19 balloon damn nice n touch can
i love my clique to the max!!!!
thanks clique for creating such a memorable birthday for mi
cause i had never celebrated my birthday before.
thanks for everything
love:)
and seriously i miss u
yet another way im giving up on u
because it's all seem one sided
and i believe u are not over her
because it's nt easy for u
i deleted your number
because i dun wan to have the tendency to msg u
oh well i guess it's rly over
i should get over it as well.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Dear readers ,
why?why is it when i started to give up
n u gave mi a light of hope
i dun rly know what to reply u
and hw do u wan mi to explain?
saying that because i wan to give up on u
and wish to stay away from u at a moment
wait till i have no more feeling for u
and i will be meeting u again/
if i say all this to u i bet u might think it's lame or what
because i feel that im nothing to you
if i mean something y did u take so long to reply my text
and when i met u the other day
why didnt u talk to mi or care abt mi
when im so sick n kept smoking?
doesnt this just prove something?
i dun mean a thing
what happen that night i wont forget
and all i know u were just playing with mi
i duno hw to reply u n dunno how to face u
all i know is to get u out of my mind now,
like u said we dunno each other well enough
why didnt u show mi that u wan know mi more
doesnt it just show that u are not interested in mi?
in the first place before that incident happen
things were different den
idk idk u are rly very contricditing.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Dear readers ,
i tot u will reply mi for that msg
so that at least i mean something to u
but i was sooo fucking wrong
i was nothing to you
well everything started fast n ended fast too
why i texted u that is because i wan to forget u
my heart is aching.
idk why,we have not started or what yet it's aching,
fuck it!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Dear readers ,
alot of thing i wan to ask you
i question myself
den again if i do nt ask
seems like nothing to talk abt
if i ask will our relation change?
and i wonder do u have the same feeling as what im having now?
although we may nt be able to meet for almost a week
but it's ok because we both do not like to be control.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Dear readers ,
think im gonna get sick soon
this 2 days din have a proper rest
tot that today will have a proper rest
in the end im going out with jm they all
you know i just miss you so much
miss the way u kiss mi and everything
it's just one night and so many thing can happen
when u kiss mi that moment
i wanted to tell u how much i love you
but when i look at u i was lost for words
you know u mean the world to mi
perhaps i should say im not good enough for u
but whatever had happen between us i shall keep it
im starting to paranoid
im nt letting you know how much u actually mean to mi
all i wan to say is i love you A.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!